so yeah I had a girlfriend and she..uhhhh…… cheated on my three times and that showed me that she doesn’t care about me as a friend and more importantly as a boyfriend but she allowed me to see her true colors. But hey atleast I learn something very important to me that I never really noticed. Which is I’m rarely ever sad, I always find a different emotion to trigger like being pissed,mad, happy, or something. I try to make myself smile which is a good thing but a bad thing at the same time. I say this because when something trigger my sadness then all and everything I ever been sad about or causes sadness rush to me and it pretty hard to gain control of my feels. The one thing that gets to me is the fact that I haven’t seen my mother in 13 years….. Well let me end it here before everything gets depressing
I cheated…. nothing left to say… but I worked it out D:
I need new friends….
I’m starting to have so much confidence in myself… well more than I used to
I just wanna smoke some weed at this moment and just forget everything ……
Oh yeah today I asked this girl out on her birthday/Christmas …. A year from now if were still together December 25th is gonna be her birthday/Christmas/1 year Anniversary:P
One of the worst morning that I’ve had in a while….. put it like this I got called self center ….. fucking hate that word now I gotta walk around like everything peachy for the rest of the day -___-
I’m gonna audition for america next top model :).
Starting to feel alone or just feel like I’m not as close to certain people……..”talk is cheap” and “Action speaks louder than words”…… that the short and sweet version of what I’ve been thinking about lately.
Hey guys :D so today was a long day but a really good day :D. So yeah I started today moving all my stuff to my step moms house because I was moving in today before class. So I moved in everything and then after I moved my clothes and such in then I had to get ready for my first day of “Public Speaking” and it was funny because I was scared that I was going to be alot of people in class. But turns out that it was anyone in class but me and then two other students came and made my class better cause if they didn’t come I would have gone home early. But I enjoyed today :D.